So... Maybe you noticed that my biggest love ever, horse from the horse club where i was for almost 9 years, is gone. She had hard stomach and liver problems and she gave up the fight 8.3.2009 ( [link] ) Till that time my life became hell for me, i was really empty and incomplete without her. Everybody knew me like "that girl riding so good on Syndy" and everybody knew Syndy like "that fast mare which belongs to Lea", even when she wasnt really mine. So you can understand how difficult it was for me to stay alive after she was gone. But milion thanks to my amazing friends who didnt let me fall.
During the summer i was in Tokyo for modeling (again). I was all alone without my people and i had so much time for thinking. I decided to change my school. The last two weeks of summer holidays i spent in my horse riding club with people i always loved. But something really changed there... Without Syndy it wasnt the same, i wasnt the same girl and i cried almost every day i was there. So much memories and no one cared about it, they were having just amazing end of summer while i was hurt inside. So i decided to do another step in my life....
I left my horse riding club after almost 9 years. It was one of the most hardest things to do in my life. But i couldnt stay there for another i dont know how many years... No like this... No without Syndy and friends...
Another big step in my life - i bought my own horse!!! Yay! Finally!!! I really needed it to start again, i dunno where i found that strenght, maybe Syndy is guarding me the right way. I hope so, i trust her. So my new one is half quarter horse and half slovak warmblood
And maybe somebody of you remember alamún. The son of Syndy, her last foal. Are you asking what happened with him, huh? Well... The deal is, that my trainer took him from me and changed him for another horse (mare Pánka which has potential for show jumping) to Hungary. He will be stud stallion for breeding and i am proud of him! One day, he will return home.. And i will buy him as i promised to his mother on her grave.
I just wanted to say - i wont be taking pics from hucul klub Sihla so often as i did when i was a member. Lola, my horse, is stabled in another horse club (just untill the spring wont come) and i will take pics there. Horses in this club are not huculs, they are mixed and also the environs isnt that breathtaking as in Sihla. But i will do my best, i promise
Thats all i wanted to say, so much to read huh?